Sunday, December 20, 2009

This time I have an excuse...

I haven't be writing, but ya wanna know why?

I had surgery, so I look and feel like hell,

Let these pictures illustrate:


Now I'm not gonna get into details of the surgery cause it is gross and long but basically I have kidney issues so they put a big old plastic tube in my kidney for 4 days and it makes it really hurt when I:

  1. Cough
  2. Laugh
  3. Burp
  4. Prance

So basically I can't do anything. And it sucks.

So I just wanted to let you know that I wasn't ditching you guys...

It just hurts to move.

But you are all in my heart still...

Just like that tube is in my kidney.

Now excuse me while I go back to sleep for another 4 hours.


P.S. Yes I am wrapped in a leopard snuggie. What of it?!


Friday, December 4, 2009

To Not Be Alone...

"I wonder what its like
to not be alone
To echo through my life
with love inside my bones
I ponder how it feels
to wrap up this futile chase
To finally feel secure
in a real love's embrace
I crave for the feeling
of my romance now secured
Although it is a feeling
of which I've scarcely heard
I curse at the hours
I writhe here on my own
I wonder what it's like
to not be alone"


Thursday, December 3, 2009


I'll going to be watching the extended version of this:

Hopefully there is a little more to it than that...

Snarky Gays...

I'm in love with this sign that showed up at a Gay Rights Rally in NYC.

Leave it to the gays to be sarcastic even when it comes to their civil rights.

Here is another funny one:

HA! You judge their lifestyle, they will judge your terrible outfit.

Thanks to Kenneth in the (212) and Boing Boing! for the shots!

21 Accents... that I am jealous of...

Ok guys.

I just saw this video on the Facebook belonging to a friend of mine.

And it is so cool to me.

I dunno why I think it is so cool but I have watched it like a thousand times.

Watch it it's cool


I feel like I don't know the real you...

My Conversation with the Confident Moon...

Last night I had the most simple and honestly spiritual experience.

It wasn't anything grand or tremendous. You may even roll your eyes or dismiss this entry as trite when you are done with it, but I just have to share it with you.

Nothing so normal has ever touched me so much.

As I said before, it was nothing grandiose or elaborate.

It was just moonlight.

As I slept I felt light fall upon my face. It was so bright and precise that I thought it had to be sunlight, indicating the beginning of another day.

But as I opened my eyes I realized that the rays were not from the sun, because the sun was still on the opposite side of the world.

No, I was awoken by the brightest moonlight I have even seen. It was so delicate and crisp as it traced the shape of my window across my bedsheets, lacing everything it brushed across with a thin layer of silver.

I sat up and just stared out my window into the face of the largest moon I've ever had a conversation with. It hung there with such poise and confidence, not apologizing for waking me up, but rather saying "you're welcome" for casting such simple beauty into my bedroom. It's voice sounded like "Clair Du Lune" and I never wanted to stop listening to it's song.

I sat and gazed for a time that I cannot measure, because it was one of the most centered moments I have ever experienced. I just bathed in the moonlight and felt gratitude for the pure light that was washing over my fingertips.

I drank up as much as I could handle and thanked the moon for sharing with me such simple beauty. I laid back down and as the last bit of moonlight tucked over me, I fell back asleep under the gaze of the confident moon.

I pray that I the silver moon will whisper to me again tonight...

*written to "Clair Du Lune" by Claude Debussy

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Celebreate Photos of ME!

So there is this great photographer here at Disney World named Daniel Gorman.

He is really talented and loves coming and taking pictures of the shows here and the best part is that he puts the pictures on Facebook and lets us have them for free!

I love this because, in my opinion, you can't put a price on pictures of yourself performing.

But I'm poor.

So I wanted to share some snap shots he got of me yesterday.


Minnie is my best friend